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Lady Starlight

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Glimmering as a star's light in the night sky,
Is your beauty to my eye.
The same could be said for my hope;
My hope to feel your touch
Is logically not much.
I am at my best now,
Yet hideously repugnant right now.

Are my charms
Enough to have you in my arms?
I want to feel your kiss,
Yet I quake in fear of bliss...
Yet I fear I am not good enough,
And worthy of only death.

My Lady Starlight,
Hear my plight.
I've been struck with a depression so severe that my psychiatrist has broken his normal treatments in order to treat me. In the space of four months, I have been put on anti-depressants, an anti-psychotic, and had the anti-depressants doubled twice.
I have had barely any motivation to write, although it was my passion. A muse has come to my attention, though I fear to take hold of the happiness I may have. Even if I could be happy two hours a week, it would be enough for me now.
The Reaper has only been thwarted by my failed attempt to tie a noose.
Ironic that my damaged hands are the only things to stop me from committing suicide.      
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